Being Human

We’ve all got a story to tell, if we haven’t experienced a mental health condition directly chances are we know someone who has.

Stories help us understand, they can educate and give confidence to those who need it.

Being Human aims to tell a story, the story of a person working at CUH with lived experience of a mental health condition.


Meet Alex.

Alex Montgomery has worked at CUH since 2012, along with the usual day to day challenges we all face, Alex also lives and works with depression, anxiety, ADHD and a rare chronic pain condition called SAPHO syndrome. I asked Alex what it was like working at CUH with a mental health condition.

What is your favourite thing about working at CUH?

The knowledge that whatever I’m doing in any role, I am helping patients in some form. Also  the support CUH gives me as a trade union rep to also support fellow staff members.

 

What is your biggest challenge?

Having the initial conversation about mental health or disability. It’s not something that’s discussed casually but I believe it should be talked about openly. Not only does it inform those who do not have lived experience, it also shows others with lived experience that they’re not alone. If they need someone to talk to someone who will ‘get it’ they know I’m there.

 

Why did you choose to share your experiences?

Because we’ll never make steps in addressing stigma if we stay silent.

 

Did you ask for any reasonable adjustments? How was that process?  

I’ve been allowed to cut back my hours as alongside anxiety/depression I have a rare chronic pain disease called SAPHO syndrome. It took a long time to figure out my mental/physical limitations with both, thankfully HR and management are supportive and let me take the lead in terms of what I can/can’t do. I got diagnosed with ADHD in the past year and as a result learned more about how best I can work, and I’ve been able to improve my working life because of this.

 

Have you had any negative experiences through sharing your story?

I had one unsupportive member of staff but everyone else who I’ve spoken to about my mental health have been really kind and helpful.

 

What has been the most positive outcome of sharing?

Building amazing friendships with others who have their own lived experience, and reaching a point where if someone asks ‘how are you?’ I know they’re genuinely interested in the answer and it isn’t an automatic ‘fine, you?’ type conversation.

 

How do you bring your real self to work?

A benefit of my mental fatigue is that I don’t have the energy to be anyone but myself. Colleagues don’t seem to mind this though thankfully!

 

How does working at the Trust help you to manage?  

If I need support, I ask for it. I have 100% certainty that my managers and colleagues would help. On top of that I’m part of the Unison branch and the other activists are also there for me if I ever needed further support.

If you could choose one person who has helped you the most, who would that be and why?

The whole Unison branch at CUH and the Mental Health First Aiders group have been there for me and they all deserve massive thanks. If I have to single out one person then it would be Jonathon Yule. Two years ago I was an extremely quiet person and when I opted to become a Unison activist Jon helped me overcome my anxiety. He’s been an amazing friend and rep.

 

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Share your story

Would you like to share your experience of living with a mental health condition and working at CUH? Please contact the Staff Wellbeing Team at Occupational Health and Wellbeing. If you would like to share your experiences anonymously please add this to your email subject or post your story to: The Wellbeing Team, Oh Occupational Health and Wellbeing. Box 172. 


Meet Lily.

 

Lily Martin has worked at CUH for 5 years and along with the usual day to day challenges we all face, Lily also lives and works with depression and anxiety.

We talked to Lily about what it was like working at CUH with a mental health condition.

What is your favourite thing about working at CUH?

It seems that no two areas of the hospital are the same but what always remains is the staff’s willingness to go above and beyond constantly in order to ensure the patient has the best outcome and experience with us. I have made some amazing friends here also through various passions of mine such as LGBT+ rights, supporting people’s mental health and supporting equality in the Trust.

What is your biggest challenge?

In my current role, there can be highly emotional situations where patients and relatives have had a poor experience at CUH and we must do our best to calm the situation and help where we can. That’s why I feel so lucky that I have an incredibly supportive team behind me and we all look after each other mentally. This can be opportunities to vent frustrations and worries, space and time to calm ourselves and reminding ourselves and each other that we are doing the best we can.

Why did you choose to share your experiences?

If no one shares their experiences, how do we improve and grow as a service? By sharing my experiences, I have seen first-hand the effect on others who realise that I understand how they feel and genuinely empathise. There is such a power in numbers and communities such as the CUH LGBT+ Staff network and our Time to Change group help to strengthen bonds between us and allow us to work and support each other collectively. No one should feel like there is no one out there who understands and can help so I take part in training, talks and awareness such as this article because if I can reach one person who really needs it, then that is enough for me.

Have you had any negative experiences through sharing your story?

No outright negativity has come my way but I have heard of people not understanding the need to ‘stand on a soapbox’ all the time. As I’ve mentioned previously, if no one speaks of their experiences – how do we gain any knowledge to progress? I’ve had comments out of ear shot that show bias or ignorance and this can be down to a number of reasons, I’m quite thick skinned so these incidents don’t mean much to me but could seriously hurt someone else – the reason I do my activism work is so staff, patients and anyone who walks through CUH’s doors can expect a safe and non-judgemental environment.

What has been the most positive outcome of sharing?

I have had tears shed, hugs given and words of total relief and gratefulness sent my way and it’s the most rewarding feeling. Being a visible person speaking of sensitive topics can be draining and emotional but the reaction I receive gives me the energy to keep going and not give up.

How do you bring your real self to work?

Communication is key! Mind readers don’t exist so if I’m having a difficult time or am struggling in any way, being able to honestly vocalise this without fear of backlash is so important. I’m currently training to be a Freedom to Speak Up Guardian so that I can be a port of call for others when they need it most.

How does working at the Trust help you to manage?

The amazing people I meet here every day who are compassionate and kind, even in the most difficult and stressful of times. There are so many different sources of support out there and my current role where I have direct contact in helping patients and relatives, sometimes in some of the darkest moments of their lives, that is what keeps me proactive and ever searching for new and innovative ways to ensure all involved have the best experience possible.

If you could choose one person who has helped you the most, who would that be and why?

Janice Phillips, who was my manager and right-hand woman in my previous job as the Administration Assistant for Safety and Quality Support which I did for almost four years. She ensured that not only was I thriving in my career but also in my mental health. Her consistent support and never-ending encouragement has allowed me to flourish and progress in ways I thought would be impossible. Her selflessness and interpersonal skills are attributes that we all should inspire to bring to the workplace, each and every day.

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